I Eat...Therefore I Am

Lately, what bammie feels like eating, she gets to eat it..well, mostly....

& most times these days, i'm really eating mindlessly and not really even savoring the taste or even liking it to begin with....well, with the very rare exception of breakfast.....somehow, to me, the best way to start my weekend is to begin it with a awesome breakfast and I'm your ultimate North American girl in this aspect...My idea of a perfect breakfast is 3 pieces of fluffy heavenly french toasts with maple syrup drizzled all over, 2-4 sausages, mashed potato patties pan-fried to golden perfection and of course, not forgetting the 2 perfectly cooked over easy eggs...AND COFFEE!!!

anyway, I am as usual, digressing from my main topic...

well, back to my neurotic eating habits....I have always been a big eater and a foodie...but i know how i feel when i used to eat...I used to feel happy....these days, i just feel numb....i hope this phrase goes away soon....because if i am not even enjoying the food, it is just wasted calories....

And despite everything, i know this is just a phrase in my life i cannot avoid....i like to think that all of us on earth has a road to travel.....some people get to their destination faster....some people (like me & millions of other women...so stop the self-sympathy, YOU....Yes, i mean YOU ^-^) take longer to get there....

& the truth is, what is there really for me to be jealous of the women who get to their destination faster?? Because of my longer route, i get to have so much interesting and exciting experiences that only belongs to me and myself!!!...At least, when i do die, i can say my life has been a pretty interesting ride....